And I was afraid, I couldn't believe in anything you believe.

watching you dictates heavy nights of sleepless wasting
a face i can't escape
why do you covet me
i look younger than i feel

cover my scars right now
so what's the deal?
crack my skull and flood it
with your laughs and

rearrange me and cover me and save a prayer

and be.
the old and cupable

indecent and inscrutable

dazed and nocent
zillions i sent

and nothing ever made it worth.


you cannot think of any greater thing than this?






WHEN I SAW YOU ON HIGH HEELS
YOU WERE THE NEAREST THING
TO HEAVEN.




i love the way you're breaking my heart.